God is good

God is good. I love Him. He is revealing things to me every second. I can't describe how bad I want my heart to be just like His. I don't want anything other than to be a radical young adult who people see and think is out of his mind. I want to be the one God calls to when He needs someone who is unbelievable bold and obedient to change the world. I want to be the one He uses to heal the sick and change nations. I want to be the one that Is so obedient that He knows all He has to do is ask and it will be done. I'm ready for the storm. I'm ready for the fatigue and the tough times. I'm ready to face challenges that no one has experienced. I want to be the one that people come to, to find hope, so I can point to them God. I want to be the one who changes the way humans think about religion and God. I want to be His sharpest tool. The one that He can pull out and use for anything.

I'm ready God. I know you are good and everything you do is good, whether is hard or easy. And I'm saying, right now, that I place full trust in You and EVERYTHING other than You is secondary to You. Have your way.